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9:17pm March 8th] |
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i dont even know what to write in these things anymore. i dont have enough things to write about.
today in video i was talking to sydney and all of a sudden this burp just like came out and it was really loud. and embaressing.
that commercial for the deoderant with the squirrels kinda scares me.
wow,someone just told me some very shocking news. like really shocking. wow.
i think i might make this thing friends only but i know ill prolly forget to like put every entry as friends only. hm.
i gotta call mtv. im putting my idea for my life as a show. i swear to god, it could be a hit show. it would be a riot. its funny, because theres never drama, but theres so much behind the scenes and so many secrets, and so many lies and stuff. hmm.. ill update on my progress later.
sorry, this entry is the most random entry ever. i dont know what to write anymore, so i just pull shit out of my ass.
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[Monday
10:03pm March 7th] |
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your just too cute. and i cant help but love you.
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[Monday
5:49pm March 7th] |
well i need glasses. not for all the time use. but just for at school when i take notes and need them and for driving at night. i guess im nearsighted. haha. i never ever pictured myself with glasses. its gunna be weird.
i hate mondays. although, today was a late start. it still sucked. i cant wait for thursday. halffff day.
tommorrow, shall be an easy day. i have no homework tonight. so thats good.
im gunna go.soo.. bye.
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[Sunday
9:55pm March 6th] |
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jealousy
n 1: a feeling of jealous envy (especially of a rival) 2: zealous vigilance; "cherish their official political freedom with fierce jealousy"-Paul Blanshard
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| i had such a good weekend. it was so amazing it was unbelieveable. tonight was the best. |
[Saturday
11:42pm March 5th] |
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EDIT: ok people. you neeeeeddd to stop being so fucking immature. i mean going on my screen name and IMing dan to tell him that me and zach are through but i still want to be friends with dan and not to call me because im so upset. i mean yeah at first dan might have believed it, but luckily he didnt. actually its not luckily. because well, hes fucking pissed. and when he finds out who it was, he will prolly beat your ass. so yeah. thats not good. way to go. going on peoples sn's was kinda what people did.. in like 8th grade. just grow the fuck up. please. your sooo fucking immature.
i had a blast tonight!! honestly. i had a lot of fun. i havnt had that much fun in a long time. i really dont hang out with a lot of those people but i really did have fun. haha.
( i honestly love him with all my heart. he is the love of my life. )
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[Friday
4:22pm March 4th] |
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your so weird. its unbelieveable. you scare me sometimes cuz your so weird.
its kinda scary. cuz i have this weird feeling about some things. after school today, i smiled so wide when i was sitting outside. but i know these things are not serious. but ya know what, i can still love the feeling. right?
?<3?
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[Thursday
10:04pm March 3rd] |
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sometimes.. i leave my fone on late at night, most times, all night.
hoping that it will ring, and wake me up from my sleep.
and even though i will be upset it woke me up, ill be more then happy just because i hope to hear your voice on the other end saying hello.
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[Thursday
5:45pm March 3rd] |
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i said goodbye again. today. when you left. and it hurt. even though it was practice. its still hard. haha. im sucha dork. you just had practice and im sad you left.
this weekend is gunna suck. once again. :(
today was really long and really really stressful and boring. i have so much english and civics homework to do its unbelievable. ugh. im so upset at how much homework i have. this sucks.
tommorow is friday and im so excited. i really dont want this week to drag on any longer. haha. the next two weeks are gunna suck. but then the third week will be amazing because its the week we get off for break. ha.
im tired and i gotta do some homework.
i can HONESTLY say that im sick of getting this half and half crap from you.
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[Tuesday
7:55pm March 1st] |
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im sitting with my "wacky zachy" as his dad calls him.
im so tired.
saw is the weirdest/tripped out/twisted movie i have ever seen in my lifetime. eh, its so freaky. i prolly wont sleep tonight. i dont like scary movies, and they forced me, i dont like gory movies, and they made me watch it. ahh it was so freaky, i cant stop thinking about it.
haha. tommorow is a half day. how exciting.
i think im going to value world with some people, and lunch prolly. i have to go back to the school for yearbook. at like 3:30, but whatever.
ok im gunna go cuz zach is demanding me to do things for him. not like that though. :)
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[Tuesday
3:04pm March 1st] |
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wow. i learned a lot of things today.
i learned that i may not know people as well as i thought i did.
things were said, things were done , things that have be done will never be changed, and it sucks. cuz, i wish things were different. ya know. maybe these people just really dont know me, and ive just been mistaken. hmmm..
i think im gunna take a break, yes i am. this weekend, isnt gunna be all high key always out doing things. i need to take a break, so that way people dont mis understand me, and they realize that they were the ones that were wrong, all along.
im so sick of this bs. i mean honestly, youve got to be kidding when you say those things, theres no way that your right.
i honestly dont think ive done anything wrong, but hey, who knows, i really dont think anyone can tell me the truth. ever.
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[Monday
11:17pm February 28th] |
yeah, this fucking sucks.
we suck.
what the fuck is happening.
i dont think things are going right.
what a bitch.
it hurts kinda when you want someone to say something back when you say it to them, but then they dont. doesnt it?
take a sip of your own medicine.
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[Monday
10:20pm February 28th] |
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just kidding guys.
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[Monday
8:15pm February 28th] |
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everything is perfect.but it feels so wrong and out of place. the old stuff is thrown out of the window and now this new shit is coming in.
sorry for bugging you. i know that we dont have time for that kinda stuff anymore.
:(
-like the smile better syd?
( its just not working out, not working out. )
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[Monday
5:04pm February 28th] |
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You've got this silly way ,of keeping me on the edge of my seat .
But you're only counting the clock against the train
And I'm miserable, oh. And you're just getting started
I'm miserable, oh
You've got me right where you want me
Let's never talk, let's never,
let's never talk about this again because...
I didn't want it to mean that much to me.
<3
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[Sunday
1:35pm February 27th] |
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i know you never meant to do everything you put me through. its okay, i forgive you.
just know that when you see me cringe sometimes, im trying to rid the poison from my mind.
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[Friday
11:53pm February 25th] |
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my head hurts, i fell down on the bed at zachs and hit my head on his damn table right by his bed so hard. i have a bump on the back of my head. and it was throbbing forever.
i feel like i can never live up to my moms standards. she tells me shes happy but i think shes lying. i really think shes not, and i wish i could make her happy, but i dont know how.
sometimes. i get so let down and i feel like i need to say something, but then.. its like you always make up for it. and say these things that are so cute and make me feel so good about myself that i totally cross-out and erase all the other stuff. i love it.
and your right, i do look out the window and face it when somethings wrong. shhh. i dont know how you know all these things.
i hate feeling like this though. its like a bad feeling but a good feeling at the same time. why am i like this. im so mixed on things. i mean i dunno. i get upset. but then im happy. ahhhhhh!!!
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[Thursday
10:53pm February 24th] |
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i absolutely HATE biology.
if you had to work on a project 8 hours, no joke, you would to.
i started at about.. 3.. and didnt end till now. lifes a bitch.
i dont think im going to first hour tommorow. i cant. we have a test and i couldnt study cuz this damn project. fuck.
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